I wrote this while despondent from severe pain and spasms. I welcome feedback.
The lights may be on
But darkness surrounds me.
I scream at the top of my voice
But no one hears me.
I cry,
Yet no one knocks at my door
To find out what is wrong.
Am I still invisible?
Do they not see
That my mind and body
Are fragile?
Can they not feel the anxiety
I feel,
With every jolt of pain
That courses through my body?
Can they not read
The desire
For the darkness to envelop me
When I am at
My lowest point?
God, why hast thou forsaken me?